Monday, September 25, 2006
True Joy
I have to say this. My true joy is church. My smiles never ceases. When ever I think of the people from church, I'll just suddenly burst into controlled giggles...(yes, I just said "CONTROLLED " giggles) Those bunch of people really make my weekSssss! Without their trust, I'll still be hanging a tag with the word "christian". I'll never get to experience God's love personally! Thanks guys!
I've met good influences! I've found what people of the world has been looking for, true friends! Good company! I'm super willing to share with all of you out there! Wait for me! I'm coming!
God allows hiccups in life. I recently realised an obstacle. Satan must have been laughing its lungs out. Too bad.. Back at you prince of the world! The King of Kings is backing me up! Out of the obstacle, I gain self control, discipline, healthier body! A thousand birds with 1 stone! I realised that I have alot of people who genuinely cares for me. Check on my diet and all!
Especially my mum. She gave me so much! Thought of me everyday! Makes sure I eats well rest well and look good!
What can I say, I'm blessed! You can too!
I am a christian. Ask me why! ^_^
FOUND at 9:24 AM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Love Hardwork!
Since my last blog, life has been much more hectic. More things to look forward to. More chances to serve and give. Working at BrightKids is very challenging. There are deadlines to meet, syllabus to finish, concert to prepare for, parents to handle and kids to teach, bath, entertain and of course, PLAY with! Above all that, life's GOOD!
Not everyone can be under pressure, I'm honoured. Cos' beyond all those pressure is sweet satisfaction! haha~
Given a chance to play the keyboard for Pastor How's birthday is CRAZY! I'm super not eligible to do that, not equiped at all! STRESSED~~DESSERTS!(I hope)
Thoughts kept flowing through. Even if I can play properly during practices, who knows what will happen on the exact day? Alot more people will be watching. Pastor How and Pastor Lia will be watching as well! What if I suddenly "Ga-bhra"?! Oh my goodiness~ I dare not imagine.
Standing on this a piece of hope and faith, I really wonder how thick it is. Is it able to keep me up?
FOUND at 8:08 AM
Monday, August 14, 2006
My Birthday
I received
- Bodyshop bodyfoam (Garrett)
- A stylo-milo bag (E1)
- Streams of Praise 11th album (Jennifer)
- Another Bling Bling! (Sister)
- A cute-simple supper (Brother)
- A stuffed bear (Hui Qi)
- Wallet (Mum)
Mum made my favourtie food! Fried Rice! Barbecued chicken wings and fishball! Cute right? Just like a mini birthday party any little girl would long for. Indeed, on this last "Teen" age birthday... I wana be young again! and I mean REALLY young! I really enjoyed dinner!
FOUND at 9:42 AM
Friday, August 11, 2006
Lifted up!
Yeah, doing attendance may be mega stress, but with the kind of leaders I have to back me up, everything becomes so LIFTED up!
Leaders who are do willing to give me a hand as long as I voice out. (Jeremy) Leaders who are so ready to hear me out, as long as I want to be helped. (Jackson) Not forgetting, a friend who's always there to back me up to keep me company when I'm drained out of what I can do. (Yvonne) I mean where can we find great leaders except in Heart of GOD church? I've not seen leaders like them all my life. Now I have and I believe and trust!
Thank God for all this people in my life. Thank God for pastors who are so willing to give their lives, to train these people up to lead me. I'm amazed. Will never stopped being amazed, for God is my heavenly Father who always wants to give me the best even when I am so unworthy to receive.
FOUND at 10:07 AM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Amazing~
Superstar weekend was Cool, but the cooler thing kept coming!
Zone prayer meeting! This is something that is NOT to be missed. Praying together is powerful! This time, its different, I was given a chance to do something I've never done before! Its my fear, and my joy! Keyboardist... Its scary, weird, anticipating, unexpected and FUN! Everything just flow. Mistakes! But everything was still under control. Its a mind thing.
Bandana weekend! Another event! This place never run out of ideas! Every week just amazes me. This weekend is going to be another BLASTING week!
FOUND at 1:42 AM
Monday, August 07, 2006
SUPERstar Weekend!
Theme for last week was SUPERstar. Dress in what ever we think is the best. Hmm, all went well, although there is some hiccups in between but it turn out to be part of the beautiful plan. Cool~
Indeed, last week was really exciting. Infact, since I've decided to stay on Heart of God church, my life has been so exciting! Everyweek is like a brand new life. Its like I've just said the sinners prayer and has just given my life to God early this year. I mean.. stay on at Heart of God church is the best decision I've ever made!
FRIDAY:
- E1 and E2 had an outing. Watching movie at CineLeisure. Lady in the Water
- FINALLY managed get my brother(Yong Sing) and my sec sch friend(Gynn) to join us! (I treat you to a movie!)
- SUPER amazed at how my spritual family backed me up. Spoke to them and made them feel comfortable
- After an hour, I can leave my brother with them, and I made my way down to church with Gynn. Showed her around and get some things done.
- Even in church, although none of my CG people came back with us, other people came to chat with Gynn! (As I get my little things done.)
- The guys came back to church after Lan Games (Dota)
- Gynn agreed to go for service with me on Saturday. YAY!
- Davis, Gynn, YS and I shared a cab home. (Davis was super funny)
SATURDAY:
- Gynn decided not to go for service. Was too tired. Promised to come on Sunday instead.
- I worked from 11am to 2pm.
- Rushed back home to get dressed up.
- Service was cool, couldn't move much because of the shawl..
- Bro met me and the rest after our dinner. (Wei Hao, Grismond, Lucinda, Hui Qi, Yvonne, Jiexin, Jeremy, Derrick, Davis, Ivan Peh, Horng Yu and Hui Yun)
- Hang out till late in church.
- We share cab with Davis again.
SUNDAY:
- Couldn't contact Gynn in the morning.. She called back, to confirm what time to meet! An hour later, couldn't come again. She told her father that she's coming to church thinking that her father is ok with it.
- Bro and I left home at 11am. to meet FX, Bryan, Jie wei and Ivan Peh
- Met the others at the station.
- Anticipating for service to start.
- Bro enjoyed.
- Take loads of Pics, Yvonne's friend, Douglas, brought in all the studio stuff for us. Unexpectedly.
- It turned out to be a BLOW! Everyone enjoyed standing in the lights.
- Dinner at BK. Walked around before going back to church.
- "Hang" around in church till late.
- shared cab with Davis AGAIN!
- Bro and I talked through the night.. Cool~
- I love my bro!
FOUND at 12:09 AM
Friday, July 28, 2006
Back. Beck? Beckie!
Haha. Long time no blog. Hey people!
Yup life's been good. Taking my 1st step into the line I've always wanted. Childcare! Yup, love kids alot. Working and schooling is becoming so real! So excited about my future.
Also, being planted HOGC is Great! I'm in good hands. Everyweek is so blasting. Life has became so exciting after I made a decision to stay on. Leaders teach me sincerely and ernestly. Feelings shown so freely. Nobody wears a mask. True love(It doesnt only happens between 2 person) Haha~
Thinking back on my past life, its really amusing. God has done so much in my life. So much has changed. Things will continue to change. Whatever the change is, good or bad, I'll hang on! One things I learnt from Pastors is, when we feel like we're drained out totally, when everything seems to be the end, God comes in and take over. Therefore, NEVER give up! Hang on! For God is still working!
FOUND at 6:09 PM